Why is it that everyone can be an asshole towards me and that’s perfectly fine but the minute I have had enough and act like an asshole its all of a sudden not okay.

I’m not lonely but I want someone in my life. Someone who talks differently than anyone else. Not simple whats up and what are you doing or whats new. Someone who can make me think about something I wouldn’t normally think about. Someone who I can have arguments with and still get through it even if it takes days. Someone who can annoy me and just make my day less boring. 

Please know that if you date me, I am a very touchy person. I will like to pet your head and hold your hand, rub your shoulders or hug you a lot. Simply put, to physically feel you in some way is very comforting to me and I can’t really apologize for it, it just feels natural to me and makes me happy.

One time I actually thought I had a chance with someone.

  • Not everyone will appreciate what you do for them. You have to figure out who’s worth your attention and who’s just taking advantage of you.

Yung hanggang ngayon siya pa ren yung iniisip mo. Yung kahit hindi siya dumating, maghihintay ka pa rin. Yung kahit masakit na minsan yung puso mo sa pagbabalewala niya sa’yo, hindi ka pa rin umaalis sa tabi niya. Yung patuloy kang nangangarap na darating rin yung araw na, lilingon na siya sa’yo at sasabihing, “Mas mahal pa kita sa kahit anung bagay o pagkaen sa mundo.”

Love is the most beautiful thing to have. 😘💋💖

Love is the most beautiful thing to have. 😘💋💖

Yung taong gagawa ng paraan para ma-express niya yung nararamdaman niya. Yung taong kahit anung sabi mo sa kanya ng mga bagay na ayaw mo, aalamin pa ren niya yung mga bagay na pwede mong magustuhan. Maraming ganyan eh, gumagawa ng paraan para makausap ka at makasama ka kahit saglit. May mga ganyan talagang tao na kahit nahihirapan na, hahanapan ka ng maraming bagay para mas lalong mahalin. At napakaswerte mo kung nahanap mo na siya.

“Lahat ng tao pwede mong sabihing KAIBIGAN, pero hindi lahat masasabi mong TUNAY.”

Never force anything. Give it your best shot, and then let it be. If it’s meant to be, it will be. Don’t hold yourself down with things you can’t control.

Sometimes you need to be alone. Sometimes you just don’t want to be comforted because you need the chance to take it in. All that has been, all the pain left behind. The best cure is time on your own to analyse time to pull yourself together again, and time to see that all you ever wanted is now nothing but a fading memory. Time to let it go and time to start again.

Singing Just the Way You Are. ♫

When we fall in love, we often become selfless. We started to care less about ourselves and to care more about someone who means the world to us even if they don’t love us back. We started to care too much for them when in fact, they don’t even give a shit about us. That’s the magic of being in love, love can change people. We give and give even though we know that we will get nothing in return. Love is selfish but in some cases, it can also be selfless.

Gie Barotilla

Pharmacy Student | Laguna | Life Coach | Singer | Musician | Swimmer | Fashion-forward | Party Girl. | Don't hate me. I'm just being myself. Don't underestimate me. I can be a real asshole. ♥